Recently I have been taking a break from my blog. It was hard to walk away from it. Blogging has given me a way to be creative and a place to express myself without being worried about what someone might think. I needed to work on some other things in my life and taking a step back was the right decision. I now have a lot of the things I needed to get done done and I am now bored. I get bored really easily and I always want things to do. Blogging has given me so much and is a huge comfort for me.
Blogging was also becoming a stressful thing rather than a positive thing in my life and taking a break has helped it feel the way it used to. The thing I missed most is writing. I haven’t been writing much, blog or personal, and it feels really good to be writing again.
I have a bubble and I tend to stay in it because it safe and comfortable, but recently I’ve been trying to get out of my bubble and push myself and it’s terrifying. I’ve been doing it and I’m really proud of myself, but I have definitely fallen on my face a few times while trying to get out of my comfort zone. I have a lot of anxiety about talking to people and going places, so even saying hi is progress for me. I honestly can’t believe how much progress I have made even in the last month.
I still hide sometimes and have bad days where it’s really hard to make myself talk, but I have some amazing people in my life who make the bad days a little better. I know I will continue to fall on my face as I move forward and I hope I keep getting up.
And after that ramble it’s time to talk about my outfit. I got this oversized hoodie from rue21 on sale for $8 . I have been wearing it constantly because my house is freezing and because it ridiculously comfortable. It says influencer on the sleeves in black writing. I paired it with my sneakers that I wear everyday which are sadly no longer working, meaning that hot glue isn’t keeping them together and I had to buy new ones. I have an attachment to shoes. Most thins I can get rid of and not worry about, but for me my shoes are where I have been and so I become attached to them and all the memories I made in them, especially since I wear the same shoes everyday.
I hope you liked this post x